Dance with Death Pt. 1

Song & Lyrics

Where did my feelings go?

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Lately I'm feeling so numb

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Who did I get this low?

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It's getting hard to show up

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Cop me some tree and now I'm bout to roll up

Ugh, man

Where's my control at?

Double tap thigh gap now I'm bout to pour up

Monkey or hand on my shoulder?

I deserve scolding hot water

Maybe some lava

I bring my family dishonor

I been dishonest

I don't know what else to call it

I been masking all of my problems

Where did my feelings go?

Lately I'm feeling so numb

Who did I get this low?

It's getting hard to show up

Too many hands on my time

I ain't been feeling sublime

Chasing tequila and lime

I know that I'm supposed to shine but

How do you do that when you don't know who that is in the mirror?

I spent way too much time on my appearance just to step back and tell you that it's fake

It's hard to put a smile on my face

I know how bitterness tastes

I been feeling like my life is a waste

Where do you go when you don't know your place?

Fill my perscription with liquor and weed

I know I need to get my life together

I should be better

Fighting my own will, the enemy's clever

Blocking my shots man this feels like a setup

Getting beat down and I can't even get up

Man, I can't even get up

Feeling so broke like I can't pay this debt off

I guess that happens when you

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Doing this dance with death, I'm in a trance

I been out searching, God show me the plan

I'm losing focus

I know I'm supposed to be cutting off vultures

But I got a thing for hanging with legions

Give me something to believe in

satan wants my allegience